Love+Laughter = KaiChur

jz recieved a news that my fren’s mother passed away,well, my another friend was crying so badly,i was nth happen like tat…mayb it’s because im not very close to that fren,so no feeling at all. any way, i can strongly feel that,life is uncertain.
it’s just like when my dad passed away, that time i really cant accept it,wat a ridiculous joke tat the god had made towards me n my family.luckily,i hv a dozen of good relatives,my aunts,my uncles,my grandpa,grandma,they really gv alot of suport to us and let us go through the sorrow.besides,dhamma also help me alot in going through the period in fact.i read a lot of dhamma books on that time,tat time,i was only 11 years old,but i already realise the uncertainty of life.i have accept it…
then when my 1st uncle and my grandpa passed away,i was sad,but not tat much.becoz i noe that’s a release for them as they have been suffer for a long time from sickness….
anyway,i really hope tat my fren can overcome everything strong and stronger…u can make it…as we are buddhist….
love,
kaichur

it’s kinda tired when jobless…Y? nth to do oso tired?yaya…kinda tired…who says i hv nth to do?i gona do house chores in house, drive my siblings to here n there, wat no job?jz ahmad n ah 4 mar..haha…well,it’s kinda bored wif the life now..nth meaningfull i can done,i try my best to read some book,but,cant ….haiz..
wat a meaningless life here…i really hope to receive a call from PPD and ask me go to teach…teaching is my hobby now i should say….i love teaching….
haiz..
love,
bored kai chur

这是怎么一回事？人往往都会在失去后才会懂得珍惜。失去了，才是珍贵的。没失去的，就像一根毫不起眼的小草。我常常都是这样，失去了许多东西。到后来，才知道，原来我很在意。我妈妈最近不知道为什么，好像担心我会孤独一生，常对我说，：“我给你执照了，可以开车了”相信大家还摸不着头脑吧。就代表，他终于开恩啦，让我谈恋爱了。我应该开心才对，因为之前因为他的执照还没到手，开始了一段短短的恋情，却因胆小，怕他知道后会怒发冲冠，所以，就这样，没了。到后来，有人追求也不敢开始。到最后，失去了一大堆。。。
有时候我在想，使我谈恋爱还是我妈妈呀？为何我会那么的懦弱？连一场属于自己的恋爱也战战兢兢的。到现在为止，就算妈妈已给了执照，我还是不敢。我怕。怕什么？我也不清楚。
暗恋一个人好难，爱一个人更难。这是我常听朋友们说的。
到底是我懦弱吗？还是真正的缘分还没到来？
等待吧！

This week is the week of exam in my sch…as a teacher, i hv to jaga o my student when they r hving exam.today, i was in clas 4C.this is the class that i love to enter becoz all the students listen to me n they really respect me as  a teacher…

there is a little boy..oops no.should be 2 little boys that r stil childish in the class..they brought their own bear to sch when exam.haha..wat a funny thing..i was suprised when i enter class n c both of them start playing their bears on their own at their places…dun misunderstood,they both not stupid..their result is good.they r good in academicaly n sports..so…when one of them told me,"teacher,i hug this bear to sleep everynite" i was suprised.haha..then..one of them trying to take out a giraffe from his bag n play wif it…it was real fun seeing both of them when i was dead bored when "jaga-ing" them…

then…after collect all the papers, i told them bout the sport day coming soon.i told them i was not free on that day,so may not be able to watch them in the field.i was so suprised when one of them say,"teacher,u must come,if u not come,we have no hope d.we sure cant jump wan..come n support us lar teacher"..wow..!!!how touching im..haha..so..u say ,should i love 4C or not?

so.to all 4C’s students.be guai guai all the while, i love u all..

love,

kaichur

Haiz..today is the 1st day i use cane to cane my student so fierce n heavy….i admit,i was very angry…though i hv caned them before,it’s not as heavy as today.it’s really kinda of angry…

the stupid student throw rubbish from 1st floor to groundfloor via a hole on the floor.wat an uncivilised action…im their Pengajaran SIvik teacher…is tis my fault n failure?huh!

wat have been wrong towards o the student rite now…they become so evil sometime and did sth tat u dun expect them to do….one thing is.they become so rude…is this the responsibility of parents or teachers? i duno….

Wat happen to me? what i wan? what should i choose? i really duno….
is tat like something or someone or some incident or watever so hard? why wat i like wil never be wif me while wat i dun realy like happen on me?
being a teacher,i hate to scold student..but i hv to..y they like to bluf teacher?y they like to talk in class?
today i hv scold one of my student really strictly..y?she talk n talk n talk in my class..non stop..im really angry tat time..i hv been calling her name for more than 10times since i enter class..she stil wana talk..is tat im not fierce enough?after the class,my other student who closer to me told me tat :” teacher,juz now u very fierce..very scary ler”
really regret…but wat to do?wat to do?

i hv just did rebonding on my lovely hair…when i go back to my sch…my student ask me,:"teacher,y u straighten ur hair?"..when i ask them..:"now teacher pretty or not?"…they ans like this:"teacher…now NOT　ＮＩＣＥ＂..i duno i should b happy or sad..tat time i was like..wah..kena bom.haha… anyway,love this group of children…they really cute.when i talk to them,i hv no stress or anything..i love to see their face,they gv me hope,they gv me happiness,and they really trust me in everything n wat they say wil never bluf u..that’s why i love to talk to children more than any eldest around me.children wil never bluf me… almost a month i become a guru ganti.though the life is so busy and it is full of job.everyday need to shout on those notti children and cane them when they not pass up my homework,i feel so glad when i recif CNY card from them one by one.the most touching is the card from a student tat i scolded n cane the most.he wrote there,thank you teacher,im so happy to have u as my teacher. u r so good n kind.i was shock when he pass the card to me.wordless… hope to teach them and look after them for a long time.but, I hv to further my study in university soon.31 mac 2008 is my last day teaching.hope I wont come so early n fast…. I love you o my dear student Love, kaichur

3 days din write blog d…em…was went to sai kong to hv my dinner wif family last few days…nice seafood there…it was a Sunday…many ppl are in holiday…they will bring their pet dogs along..wow..man..o the dogs is like human,got clothes,shoes,and their fur is tight wif different pattern..OMG!! my aunt say,one of her fren say tat if the dog look at the mirror,the dog will wan to commit suicide..yeah..i think so too..haha…have seafood at the most famous restaurant,"Chuan Kei"..nice n fresh..and expensive too..haha.;…taken many foto there,if interested..can view as well…

then..on tuesday.tat is yesterday,i went to HONG KONG OCEAN PARK..this is the 3rd time i went there.but this time is the most valueable,coz finaly,i can wake up early n reach there early n play more before the ocean park close..haha..this winter they hv a special things..that is they hv a special corner for christmas celebration…they hv ice skating show,they hv snow house,they hv christmas academy where o the christmas customs from o over the world is shown here…i went in to them one by one..though im not a christian,i hv lot of good experience of christmas now..haha…then…went in to the snow house…oh my goodness..it is -5degre celcius inside there….im like cold like ice n become icecream d ..haha….anyway,it’s a nice experience there…

there is also alot of clown,and santa claus…taken many photo wif them..it’s a really great experience..haha….

oh ya..almost forgot,i hv my 1st time driving go-kart..haha…it’s nice..but expensive,just few rounds,it cost hkd 40,tat is RM20…anyway,i love it..haha…

will update more bout my news here…

take care ,

myfren,

love,

kaichur

em…nice weather here…

was went to zhong shan,my grandpa n grandma kampung…went back and meet wif o the relatives..kinda warm feeling…though it’s very tired..taking bus for almost 9 hours from hongkong to zhongshan n zhongshan to hongkong..it’s worth…

went to buy some sovenier..wow…i hv sucessfully,nope,should say wif the help of my aunt n mom,we have cut the price from 18dollar to 8 dollar ..then 65dollar to 30 dollar..wow..wat a great achievement..haha…

the day before yesterday,went to a buddhist temple,it’s a nice temple,alot of buddha’s images,and alot of infomation i get from there..then..i hv been to "wong dai shin" also, stil the same,nth much change there,it’s nice temple to pray n "qiu qian"..this time not "qiu qian" lo..coz it’s expensive..haha..need to pay oh…

this few days,have been eating a lot n alot…now ady fat d…the tummy is like pregnant 3month d..haha…die..go back ti hv to gambateh to keep fit d…haha…if not…cham d…haha

love,

kaichur

was reaching HOng Kong around 2pm…kinda of relax..why? it’s like going back home…ya..really..like home…so familiar..everything still the same…nothing much change,except there is some extra infrastructure…

then…went to have a nice meal,wow..nice nice nice….long time no eat hongkong food d..haha…hehe….nice to eat…

then….dinner..n supper…wakaka..like come hongkong eat eat eat only/…haha…ady fat duno how many kilo lo..haha…no body border…coz here too cold..17degree till 24 degree like tat…wear very thick cloth..no ppl see how fat i m pun..haha…

today..was a great day just now..after having my breakfast..DIM SUM..nice ..haha….guess if bos saw this sure air liur come out d..haha..em…then went for a walk at the taman…and went to shopping d…saw a cute present..haha..it’s the present for my best fren who is going to celebrate her birthday..haha…noe who is she? try to guess lar..hehe…will update my blog after this…

going to wong dai shin lo…haha…take care my dear frens…

love,

kaichur