Love+Laughter = KaiChur

wow..it’s a real nice experience being with a gang of frens in Pangkor…we go for walk walk at the beach…they play banana boat and kayak..but i cant..eventhough like that..im still happy..at least i save RM 13.60..haha…

snokelling is the best activity for me..haha.though i say dun1 at 1st…but i stil go to the water..thx chee jian cz borrow me ur gogle..hehe…if not i cant go down d lo….hehe..thx ya…though my leg got lotza scratches when snokerlling cz knocked on the  rocks…i stil like it….haha…

im sincerely saying sorry to my frens as brought u o out the wrong place to eat the 1st day nite..really soryy oh…make u o disappointed n ate sth that is not nice n expensive…sorry…

well,this is a nice experience for me…i love it..thx my dear frens..

love,

kaichur

when i noe that he going to a place that will affect his future to do sth…i really hope that i can support him all the time…but,i sked…the feeling of love is so fake till i dun really noe that is it the feeling i got 5 years ago…i really love him??or i just tk him as my best fren?that’s y i care of him?i oso duno…however,if he dun wan hv any further relationship,can he dun always say sth that make me feel that i hv hope to go further..not only fren…

sometime,im really feel that i m a stupid…where got a gal like this?what a stupid ppl? ady noe that guy not really like her,ady noe that the guy got sum1 deep in his heart and that person is not her…how dare the gal do like this..how stupid..rite?haiz….

i feel that i hv a big gap with him d…duno wat to talk to him and chat wif him….i very sked when i face this prob..the feeling of love is so strong towards him and yet the feeling of scare oso strong…when i meet him n duno wat to say it’s even worse….

sked..sked..sked…

wow..naive girl finally see the guy she want to see…wow..he finally come n find her…well..though both of them didn’t talk much with each other,she is so happy..because from the conversation he chat with her mother,she knew manythings bout the guy…at last…she found out,he changed d …change to become more mature..not the old 1 she know..it’s a good news.anyway,when she listen that he hope to stay and find job at penang..she is kinda of sad..if he want to stay at penang,means the chances she meet him will be lesser…now he work at genting ady very few time they meet..now even worse…anyway,have a great chat with him via SMS,feel so happy the girl…haha…
hope the story will have a happy ending …as the naive girl wish for so long n so long….

This is a story bout a naive girl who is so and so naive…
This girl,em..let us call her Naive…
Naive is a simple girl with a simple hope.She hope to have a simple love where she love the guy and the guy love her too..anyway,she had met one,but she din appreciate it on time..however,the guy comes back again.and today,the guy had give her a big suprise where he message her that he will come and find her..as she has a long time dint see him d,she is so happy and waiting for that moment…time passed by…tick tock tick tock..she look at the clock,5pm…6pm..7pm..8pm..9pm..10pm..11pm…12am…no..the guy not appear at all..what had happen..she duno, no message or any phone call..she is still waiting…
—-to be continue—-

Today, 16th May,is teachers’ day,every student will give presents to their beloved teachers. i have no study or going to any school or attend any courses right now. So i didn’t give out any present.
Well, i have been teaching in S.J.K.( C ) San Min NO. 2 for 3 months starting from January till March.I admitted that i was a very fierce teacher,i caned my student even though i just a temporary teacher. Anyway, I have to cane them as they really lazy and naughty.
I got a big suprise today, my student that i caned the most gave me presents. I really caned them and scolded them the most when i taught their class. Haha…i was so suprise..anyway, i was happy in the sense that they still remember me. Happy, really happy…kinda of feel like very successful. haha..
Well, guess that’s my blog today…
Take care..
love,
Kaichur

有朋友问我，为什么我总是那么的开心，总是笑脸迎人，就算遇上问题，也能笑着熬过；遇到别人的冷嘲热讽也能一笑而过。我并不是那么大方，并不是那么容易包容，只不过，我总在生气后，把所有的事忘了。为什么呢？我觉得，开心也是要过日子，伤心也是。我会选择以笑脸过日子，一笑解前仇，一笑能少很多皱纹，为什么要紧绷着脸做人呢？绷着脸，问题可以解决吗？不可能吧。如果能的话，那么世界上就没有伤心的事了。
常有人拿我的身材来做笑话，（因为我身材臃肿，常被班上的人来做笑话）。我总是傻笑的带过。有一位朋友问我，为什么你能忍？哈哈！我也不知道。就知道你们笑完，开心了，就算了。没想太多。不是我伟大，只是我能忍，再加上，我很爱笑。哈哈！
你要我不笑？很难吧！子耀曾经讲过我是什么狗屎垃圾都笑一堆的。真的，不管你的笑话好笑与否，我都可以笑翻天。可能这是从小到大的一种习惯吧。哈哈！
无论如何，笑也是要过日子，哭也是。还是选择笑好一点，至少，身边的人也能感染到喜悦。
love,
kaichur

今天，你上网了。我好开心！看到你的名字出现在我的朋友名单中，好兴奋哦！抱着开心的心情，开始按上你的名字，希望能和你多聊几句，谁知道，你尽然还没说两句，你就走了。为什么？你再忙吗？不可能，不可能。我唯一想到的答案，唯有你不想看到我，听到我甚至连看到我上网也恨不得把我赶走。
为什么？我会相信你说你还喜欢我，想跟我在一起，但却还没准备好。为何呢？为何我这么的傻？有时我会恨我自己，我很想不去怀疑你，但是，当你那冷漠的对待我时，我又不知道你说的是真心的吗？我很害怕。我害怕5年前的事又再发生。我不等待你，到后来才发现我爱的是你。也发现到，你也是喜欢我的。当时后悔的心情，我不想再有。我不要，不想也不愿意。。。你教一教我，我该怎么做？？

wow! i hv been teaching in SJK Yeong Sing for a week d…it’s a nice school wif only small number of student. 1 class only hv 24 students and 1 standard only has 2 classes. i was the class teacher of  std 1 B.wow.the students are brilliant..got a big different from town. they really respect u as their teacher and follow wat u ask..not like in the town,those student will argue wif u …aiks..sometime really angry wif those student who are biadap..haha…
experience of teaching in small school is really different from wat i taught last few months in big school, though it is far from my haos…it’s really nice to teach there…parents respect u, students respect u  and even, less work load….haha…
hopefully i will continue to get job after this thursday as im going to stop from teaching in SJK Yeong SIng, what ever school it is, it is a brand new experience for me..im looking forward for it…
love,
kaichur

i was clearing my cupboard just now.found something that really sweet and make me smile..A lot of letters, letters written by my friends, lisuan,liyuan,fonyi,qiushi,and also you…i found 1 letter written, if no ppl want u, i wan…so sweet. deep in my heart..how many years passed,5 years…i admit that i still have the strong feeling on u..that day u say can u pikat me?i was so happy though i never show it out to u,u say gv u some time,i will noe the ans soon…im really looking forward for it…i look at my hp everyday,but it never rang and show ur name since tat day….wat had happen?
i m waiting for it…
love,
kaichur