Love+Laughter = KaiChur

going to enter university…kinda of nervous,happy,sad,and so on…going to leave the place i grow up and go to a place that im not that familiar…

have to start all over again..

have to live alone ..

have to learn to be more independent …

have to come out from the home that pampered me alot..

have to mix around with all strangers and make new friends…

have to eat those food that i not really like..

have to count money and live my life…

have to many many thing…

im scared yet happy…

love,

kaichur

next week is the 1st time i left my lovely home for so long and so far away…i was starting to think,how will i be next week?how is the life without mom,bro n sis?how’s the life left home?without any tv,and also mom who help me alot?who cook for me,help me clean my cloths..how ya?i oso duno.i cant imagine…i sked…yet,i m happy..coz im going to my dream university….taking my dream course..1st choice man..tat’s what my fren say to me…yaya..im very lucky indeed…i admit…

love,

kaichur

i got my dream univ finally i got d……University Malaya….yeah….i come…TESL…i come…oh yes!!!

i chance gone…no more chance…i wana cry..but cant ….hv to keep o inside..this feeling really not nice…i dun like it…mayb im really not suitable to involve in any love affair…ppl i like dun like me..say try is u…say stop u again…within a day…my mood from top of the world drop to underground…happy to sad…change like this make me cant breath…cant cry…i cant cry…cry with no tears…this means i really sad…this only happen when my dad passed away n when i seperate with him..now happen again..o becoz of u..becoz of u….i duno how to face all this thing…duno how to face u n myself…i duno…

14 june,a happy day for me…sweet n happy…i love this day..i wil remember always…….

i love….

期待与期望，只是一字之差。期待看到他的身影，期望收到他的消息，也只是一线之差，甚至可以说是是几乎一样的。和我同龄的人都满怀期待的，期待的步上人生的另一个阶段，步上大学的门槛。我何不希望呢？我岂不是如此呢?我也希望登上大学啊！但，一旦想到，即将远离这个充满了甜美与苦涩回忆的地方，到一个陌生刺激的地方求学，是一个非常难的过渡期。远离家人与朋友，是一份难以释怀的心情。我爱我的家，我爱我的家人，我爱我的朋友，我更爱这里的回忆。

突然之间，又一股冲动，想要让他听见林宇中的《旋律》，而且，是完整版。那时我心中多期望能发生的事，可是，不可能了。

回归原题，步入大学的门槛，是期望，也是期待。期待已久，读书，就为了能登上大学，考个一纸文凭，让别人觉得“哇，大学生也！”不为什么，就是自尊心作祟。人人都称我为大学生，多么的光荣呀！相信，父母的脸上更是添上不少的光彩。

开始为进入大学而烦恼，烦恼着进入大学的一切，烦恼着大学里的同居室友是什么个人。或许有些人会嘲笑我无知及杞人忧天，我承认，我是。但，我一定能很快就读过这个过渡期。加油！

love,

kaichur

While i walking to the teacher house who fetch me to school today. i hope to see you face…

while im walking..i was thinking..will i see you?

when i reach there..the answer is no..

what a disappointment?

no…at least….u answer my sms…

i was happy when u ask me where am i…but after i answer…no more message coming….

what a sad thing….

cold, warm, sweet, bitter, sour ….i hv tried in a day…

i hope tmr will not trying this anymore…

love,

kaichur

what can i do?wait?carry on? or give up?

i really duno…feel like im the only 1 who wan the relationship become true…the other party is like care not care like that..sometime cold..sometime warm…wat should i do?can u tel me?i really duno…give up? carry on? or wait?

i hope the relationship to become true..but if u hv any1 u like,pls…dun let me wait like this…at least..gv me an ans…i would rather like to be hurt than waiting a no ans like this…

thx for helping me so much throughout this few years..appreciate u…

love,

kaichur

wow..it’s a real nice experience being with a gang of frens in Pangkor…we go for walk walk at the beach…they play banana boat and kayak..but i cant..eventhough like that..im still happy..at least i save RM 13.60..haha…

snokelling is the best activity for me..haha.though i say dun1 at 1st…but i stil go to the water..thx chee jian cz borrow me ur gogle..hehe…if not i cant go down d lo….hehe..thx ya…though my leg got lotza scratches when snokerlling cz knocked on the  rocks…i stil like it….haha…

im sincerely saying sorry to my frens as brought u o out the wrong place to eat the 1st day nite..really soryy oh…make u o disappointed n ate sth that is not nice n expensive…sorry…

well,this is a nice experience for me…i love it..thx my dear frens..

love,

kaichur

when i noe that he going to a place that will affect his future to do sth…i really hope that i can support him all the time…but,i sked…the feeling of love is so fake till i dun really noe that is it the feeling i got 5 years ago…i really love him??or i just tk him as my best fren?that’s y i care of him?i oso duno…however,if he dun wan hv any further relationship,can he dun always say sth that make me feel that i hv hope to go further..not only fren…

sometime,im really feel that i m a stupid…where got a gal like this?what a stupid ppl? ady noe that guy not really like her,ady noe that the guy got sum1 deep in his heart and that person is not her…how dare the gal do like this..how stupid..rite?haiz….