Love+Laughter = KaiChur

It has been 1week non stop i busy with my own thing..not for study…i din touch even 1 book since the holiday started..everyday busy with Camp..then..sleep,eat..play…non stop…but..this week i m really busy..with PBHP 20th anniversary…im really busy with that..run here  and there..non stop..let me think of when i appealed for my JPA scholarship. That time, i oso busy the whole day.Morning,run to PBHP to prepare sumthg for the Alumni,then afternoon,rush to write letter at WeiShen’s haos as my haos computer cant function well..then go to school let headmaster chop,then go and photostat my certificate and rush back to school again.then go and buy envelope,stamp.then finally go to post office and post the letter and everything..it’s realy busy..luckily..that time,my mom and family support me..and my ex bf…he really support me that time and he care me a lot..thx ya…

now flash back….this week busy..just me and my fren that work together…mom stil continue support me..but..my ex bf not beside me anymore…sometime think back..it’s really a sweet memory that some1 support and care for u when u needed…especially the ppl is the 1 tat u love…but i never appreciate such a good person…when he apart from me..then only i realise..how important he is to me…

but..everything is too late….luckily..now,i have a gang of fren that work together with me…busier than me i can say…and we do everything together..help each other…it’s indeed a nice job

actually ….this week i really learn a lot…i have improved my english..in writing MCscript..then…improve on management…i learned alot from PBHP adults,hui san,beesim,and sis hea…really..and thanks to all of you for ur support and help..especially BRO.Oh who had help me to correct my script…haha..thx…

May 1st January Dinner and opening ceremony will be a success..

with metta,
KaiChur

i was thinking of what present should i get for my friends in this coming x’mas…within my budget,within my limit…and lotza of friends that i need to give if i need to buy….was thinking to make the presents by myself…mayb a little bookmarks..or what ever…

i was thinking..am i too selfish?i myself hope to get a great present in this x’mas..but..i hv no ability to buy such great present to my friends in the same  time as im not working right now…further more..i hv spent all my money within this school holiday…Im too selfish..indeed…

anyway..will try to get the best present for my fren..hope i can make it…

MERRY CHRISTMAS..my DEAR FREN…..

with metta,

KaiChur

Toady..was too bored,woke up from a nap,a long nap,then went for cycling near my house compound.My mind stuck with lot of things..i start thinking since i start my  journey from my house…i was thinking,why nowadays,the security of the society so bad?last few days,the lorry of my neighbour just being stolen.Can u imagine?LORRY..what a huge thing..they stil willing to steal…then..i heard that some of the indian men will hide behind the tree and suddenly ran out when u reach home at nite and drive ur car out…I was so scare…i really scare…now..i dare not go out at night..except..tuition..

While cycling,i pass by many houses,look into the houses,saw some little children,playing around…i used to do this when i was young..i used to play police and thief with my bro n sis..Miss that moment so much…I was thinking,WHO AM I now?why there is a big change on me? AM i stil the KAI CHUR before? or now im a different ppl…as i cycle…i think and think…there is lotza of different on me…i can feel and i knew it…some is from bad to good,some is from good to bad…

WHat have i changed?the most most most 1st thing that come to my mind is ..i become mature…really…last time.i wont think of how ppl feel..now i noe..sometime,i might tackle ppl mind too..that’s what 1 of my fren told me..he say i can read his mind..maybe just him alone…

then..i continue cycle…i just wana find a fren to accompany me to chit chat..but..i found no ppl….my best partner..peiwen went to thailand..havnt come back…then..kwan yee..not at home..yee che…have some thing to do…finally…i round the park for 3 -4 rounds..then go n find kwan yee again…FINALLY…though just a simple talk..i feel so warm..i love to talk with fren..but i cant really find 1 that realy can talk to that time..i feel helpless

after that..when i cycle back…feel so relax…like throw away a big big bottle of gas from my heart…really nice….

waiting for the cycling tmr…

i just back from 1 medidation camp at PBHP…a nice camp..i learn a lot from it…really …im here not to show off bout how proud i am i m 1 of the participants..im here to share with u o..it is really a memorable,meaningful camp…if u guys have noe bout it but never join,u o have miss it…really…

well…let me tell some detail of the camp…

THERE are 22 participants in this camp..though it is a small number,it is good for us..coz we noe each other better and we very close to each other…haha…we have 3  tutor i should say..they teach us how to medidate,create games for us…they are..BRO WONG ,BRO JOHNY TAN, and SIS POH from KL..they are so professional till can have a slightly change on program but never affect anything of the whole day program..nice

we all learn how to medidate on METTA BHAVANA,how to be a good leader,how to care ppl,how to respect ppl,how to be creative,team work,how to let our hearts clear to see every thing,how to let ourselves cool down to think better,how to be loving and kind to others,how to look at ppl,etc etc…it is really nice..

though we just being together for 3days 2nights…but…we really close..

YeeChe,Gan,BeeSim,Steven,YokeYew,YeuYang,AiLin,QiHan,AiVan,HuiSan,AunSiang,WeiMin,YangMing,SeePui,WinYan,LaiWoen,ShiKai,ChuanYuan,YikKee,HuiWei…really nice to meet wif u o….KEEP inTOUCH….

I LOVE YOU all…

take care

With metta,

KaiChur